Welcome to this little shithole

I'm learning how to do this very slowly so please understand i might make errors

Hi! hey! hello!!! I'm Soleil, pleasure to meet you and welcome. I don't have any core plans for here yet; might just keep it as a small thing to say hey; i existed. this is who i am; what i like

I'm in my 20's and from Australia!

Unfortunately I am very awkward and get in my head a lot, i try not to worry about what others think of me but it's something that i have struggled with for years. If we ever do speak and i seem dry or hardly keep the conversation going; please know it isn't you. It's just me and being unable to get over social hurdles in my head. I truly want to make friends and communicate; I promise.

Same goes for servers; Sometimes i end up a lurker because I can't bring myself to really message and say things; I worry i might kill the conversation or say stupid things or just become an annoyance so please dont't fret if i end up a lurker. If i didn't enjoy the server i would have left already.